The future scares me bc I don’t see myself. I don’t see myself at all. People always talk about seeing themselves being a lawyer or a vet or a designer or something and I don’t see anything for myself. Does that mean I’m going to get into a car accident and die? Is my depression going to creep it’s way back into my head and I won’t be able to take it and kill myself??? I don’t know. I’m scared. I want to see myself being something, doing something with my life.
I’m really bad at writing formal papers. For my English class we do journals on top of papers and my journals always get 100’s and my professor always makes comments that she loves them but when I write formal essays I get an 80-85’s and i guess it’s not super bad but idk I’m just really annoyed about it
When someone that u know still likes you is drunk with you And he’s talking about when you used to date and
Why he asked you out 6 times lol
|Me:||talks about something I'm passionate about|
|My mom:||that's great can you clear the table|
|My mom:||why don't you tell me anything|
I feel like shit most of the time again. I’m not excited for the winter because it happens mostly then.
Yesterday at work omg this man just bought jeans in 2 different washes and he came over to me and said “hi I need your opinion, I met a female and I… Which do you think I should wear?” And it waS SO SWEET HE WAS SO WORRIED ABT IT UGH IT WAS SO CUTE
Feelin real left behind. If they date or anything happens out of it I’m going to be so upset lol especially bc she knows I had/have/idk feelings for him and idk. It’s like real shitty bc she was one of my best friends???? Like my best friend, c, and my other friend a go to college together now and they’re getting really close and I feel so fucking left behind bc they’re just gonna forget about me esp because I liked c and a knew that ?????? Idk I’m so annoyed.