Feelin real left behind. If they date or anything happens out of it I’m going to be so upset lol especially bc she knows I had/have/idk feelings for him and idk. It’s like real shitty bc she was one of my best friends???? Like my best friend, c, and my other friend a go to college together now and they’re getting really close and I feel so fucking left behind bc they’re just gonna forget about me esp because I liked c and a knew that ?????? Idk I’m so annoyed.
I don’t miss you I miss the way you made me feel (some of the time). I look for that feeling in everyone and when I get a little bit of that feeling I try to hold on to it and get attached and I think that’s why I get hurt a lot. I really really don’t miss you. But I’ve been thinking of you a lot lately and I hate it. It’s bringing me down and I don’t need it. This is a new chapter for me and I want to start it off on a good note.
I’m about to cry what the fuck my best friend has been gone for like 4 hours and I miss him so much I feel like he’s about to text me and be like “hey wanna go get lunch” or “hey wanna go drive around and figure out what we wanna do once we’re out” like i have no idea what I’m going to do without him this year. 😒😔
You sound so fucking stupid and you’re so fucking conceited woW I hate you so much. You’re like “wow my fucking friends won’t even tell me happy birthday” it’s been your birthday for an hour pull your pants out of your ass. You didn’t say shit to me about anything that’s been going on and you fully knew about it and you’re indirect messaging me about not saying happy birthday lmao like yeah go scratch your ass.
Colin leaves next Saturday and I have no idea what I’m gonna do without him. He’s my best friend how am I supposed to stay here by myself